Life... or something like it.

So its been 2 months since mom died and yesterday was her 50th birthday. It seems that the aunt and uncle have decided that its time to stop being somewhat nice towards me and its time to start showing their true colors. Its now like I'm living in a prison and its bloody well starting to tick me off. Not only are they telling me what I can and can't buy but I'm not allowed to have TV in my room till I get a job; which means that not only am I missing my baseball, I also have to watch what they watch and I have to wait till a day after my shows air to watch it. I'm also not allowed to have a cell phone till I get a job.

I'm also pissed off how the aunt calls Tiger names and keeps on threatening that she is going to throw her out when I'm not watching. Tiger has only had me and mom to be with, now she has 3 strangers she has to get used to as well as another cat so of course she's going to growl and hiss but the aunt gets pissed off and calls her attitude and tells her that she and I is lucky to have a roof over our heads because we could have been out on the streets.

Yesterday the cousin woke me up and asked if I wanted to come out with her and the aunt so I won't have to sit home alone and think. It was all going ok till I went to HMV while the cousin looked in another store, I found a book that I wanted; it was Wolverine with the X-Men graphic novel, it was only $20 and I was about to go and buy it when they came into HMV and started in on me saying that I can buy it seeing as how I have no money and no job; something that they love reminding me about, I told them that I had some money and that the book wasn't expensive but they didn't care they kept on about me not being allowed to buy it, I got so pissed off that I threw the book and stormed off. They keep saying that once I get a job I can buy what ever I want but what they don't realize is that I probably won't find a job seeing as how I have no experience.

I just wish I can get my book picked up by a publishing house and then I won't have to worry about my lack of experience.

Then when we got home, the uncle almost started yelling at me for something that the cousin did and believe me, if she wasn't here, I would have gone off and they would have learned who the true me was. The cousin didn't recycle properly and instead of asking who it was, he automatically thought it was me and almost jumped down my throat and I was left sitting there wanting to cry, the son of a bitch didn't even say sorry to me for thinking that it was me, he just went on like nothing happen.

I swear he is too much like my grandfather and something is going to happen and I know that I'm going to snap and it won't be pretty. I guess I just need to learn to harden my heart and build that wall around myself again while trying to keep my emotions in check.

A Thousand Years won

So 'The Rebel Soldier' didn't place in the Non-Canon Awards but 'A Thousand Years' took 3rd place in the judges section. Of course Ellie won; personally I think she's stacked the votes in her favor but I'm not saying that out loud mind ya *winks*

Jackson my love

So tonight I decided to watch POA, I logged in and saw that a friend tagged me in a pic, when I saw it I was like OMG. It was a pic that Jackson posted on Who Say, it was of himself wearing a sideways baseball cap and wearing Harry glasses. Love the pic, so damn sexy and I love the caption that he included as well

I'm a redneck Harry Potter.
Chicken and waffles, magic and beer. Harry Potter and the Lost Keg of Allagash

Jackson- Word Theater event 2013

So recently Jackson was involved in the 2013 Word Theater event again. I'm not sure what he read but I do have awesome pics from the day.

This one is my fav of the 3

Wonder what he's reading?

Looks like he could just a hug

Cryin'

So I'm trying something new, I'm writing my first Edward story but it won't be Edward/Bella, its Edward/OC. Now you may be wondering, why Edward?, well the answer is, why not? I know I've had trouble writing him before but I think that was because I paired him with Bella, I think I can write this pretty well as long as its with an OC. I was listening to Hugh Jackman singing 'Cryin' and I thought it would be a great idea for a story and the next thing that I knew, Edward was there sitting on his Harley waiting for me to get on with writing him. I posted the fist chapter and I have Deebelle to take for the awesome banner, I really had her working on this one.

Cryin'    

Medieval Times fun

So yesterday, aunt Betty, aunt Donna, uncle Mike, Amy, Jim, Monica and I all went to Medieval Times. It was the first time that I ever went there and omg the place is freaking amazing. We had to wait a bit for the doors to open but once they did things got moving, we were placed in the red&yellow knights section and after we gotten our crows we took a family pic with the king; the princess was already busy, we went into the next room and my mind was in complete overdrive.

It's so freaking amazing in there, I got to see the horses; though they were behind glass, and got to do some shopping as well. I bought this awesome goblet for $13, I had it delivered to the table once we got to go into the area; I got fruit punch slushy in the glass, then I bought a dragon necklace and in its claws its clutching a red heart. I then bought what I think is called a circlet, its red and there is a red jewel that sits in the middle of my head.

Monica went and got Amy's name on a list so that she could be knighted, it was a complete surprise to Amy and she kept saying that it wasn't her; we all pushed her towards the stage, Monica got some good pics and then Amy bought the pic that was taken; she was knighted because her b-day is on April 10th. Amy took my pic sitting in on a throne and then it was time to go in.

The match and the horse riding/tricks were simply amazing, the knights really work hard with their horses. Our knight won and Amy caught a pink carnation from him. We were dead center of the area, in the third row from the bottom. Once the show was over, I bought a mini sword; think it has a different name though, that had a dragon on it, then we all went into the dungeon; I was playing as if I was scared but it was actually a place that housed old time torture devices.

After we left the dungeon, I saw that the knights were out, so Amy said to find out knight; it wasn't that hard, I curtsied bowed to the green knight and then got my pic taken with the red&yellow knight after congratulation him on his win. I then took a pic with the king and I laughed at the king because he said, "Its great being the king, I get to be surrounded by beautiful woman." Amy and I were standing beside him when he said that.

While Amy and uncle Mike was looking at the horses, I bought a picture frame that had Medieval Times on it because Amy is going to crop the pics so that its just the king and I and the red& yellow knight and I then I'm going to put them together and put it in the frame. I also bought the family pic with the king and then had Amy take my pic in the princess's throne.

It was a great night and I had a blast. I'll add pics once I get them; Amy took a lot as did Monica.

me, uncle Mike, aunt Donna,
the king, Amy, Monica, Jim
and aunt Betty

The Rebel Soldier and A Thousand Years nominated

So 'The Rebel Soldier and his Little Lady' has been nominated in the Non-Canon Awards for the Judges Section. Its funny, I was on a rampage the other day because Erin and Ellie were nominated and Ellie created the damn thing and Erin is a judge, so of course I thought it was rigged but then I come on today and find out that I was nominated as well.

Its funny though, in the rules it says that the admins and judges can't be nominated yet we all are nominated, Ellie can't keep anything straight. I don't care though seeing as how I'm nominated. I probably won't win though but its hard to say seeing as how people are loving this story and the reviews are still climbing.

Just found out that 'A Thousand Years' has also been nominated in the judges section, best Jasper/Bella.

Pretty sure that either of these won't win seeing as how in the judges section its pretty much Ellie and Erin and I know for a fact that one of them will get all the votes; unless of course there is a tie between them, they'll get everyone to vote for them. Whatever, I don't give a flying fuck in hell weather I win or not; because I know I won't.